beginning thoughts

i've spent days fighting these feelings inside
how bad i want to tell you when i look into your eyes
what you mean to me i simply can't describe
understand; i'll never make you cry
make you want to not be by my side
for i'll never leave yours
even when times are rough - even when we can't touch
cause maybe you are too far away
but know my heart is with you anyway
it's the waves that rush through me when i see
you smile, we kiss - makes me totally believe
takes me to a different place
hold my hand and join me there
use our feelings to completely share
the happiness we can create for each other
the romance we can have with this
for you create total bliss
let the fear become obsolete
with my words - the truth i speak
those three words i've never believed
until now when we fall asleep
next to eachother how i never want it to end
it's the emotions that i can't seem to bend
but i don't want to, for i want to show
them all to you from yesterday onward
for inside of you i can see
i can feel the waves that run deep
how the room goes black when we embrace
in your arms are feelings i never want to replace
never want this to change what it's turning into
because i never knew i could be so happy
but it's not only me - it's also you
for i want you to know i care deeply
that i want to wash all your pain away
to never come back and haunt that pretty face
again, your smile is perfect;
and when i can't see it
my skies turn gray
my nights don't end and your voice replays
over within me - ever so soothing
and when i woke up next to you i knew
and hope that one day you will see and feel it too
that this is beyond real and just a phase
we've gone passed all that with our younger days
memories that we can begin to create
from the first night our lips touched, i'll never erase
or never forget for the chills run deep
with just that thought of you next to me
yes, I Love You, I know it's true
from that first time I woke up next to you
don''t fear these words, when they fall from my lips
just kiss me deep, for i can feel you within.

fear and hope

subconscious thoughts entering my reality
destroying me from the seems
as my sanity fades slowly
needing you to once again show me
just how real this is
as you've promised me forever
and it goes back to you
keep your word and I'll never let you down
this is something i'll prove
understand that because of you i no longer frown
as my biggest fantasy has become my life
you've given me hope; greater with every night
with this love, know as I do there will be no pain
no misery, no heartache, no ending in vein
for with you - you are my fate
my destiny, my eternity, my eternal flame
the only happiness that arrives with love
this true love we share - together, forever!
it shall NEVER fall.
and I know I won't fail you as I say this to you
I love you my angel and I'll FOREVER be true!