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taking blame again tonight
in this game yet I can't hide
all the pain that hurts inside
while I lose this fight
and I'm watching you walk away
with this strange smile upon my face
these tears they burn tonight
in this final goodbye.

I've walked this path before
sturggling to reach the light
shadded are my thoughts
of a better place.

wasted is all this time
dedicated all to you
wondering how I made it through
knowing that I was blind
voiding out the truth
in this non existing realm
that is now called home; to me
populated by misery