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I'm stranded as I stare at this blank page
with self infliced wounds, yet the crimson won't fade
as the walls are closing in cutting off the air intake
and this has become a deeper pain

falling downward with progress
becoming lost with all you do
wondering where have I gone wrong
sometimes it hurts so much, yet it's so strong.

unaccomplished with all the points I've tried to make
thinking if you even realize where this should be
three words are not to be toyed with for emotion is pain
yet it shouldn't flow; these smiles shouldn't fade.

fear embarks as tonight unfolds without a word
your lips are missed - a simple cure I can not resist
like a drum, my heart thuds in my chest as it's a prisoner
scarred at the skin with my only way out of devilish sin.

I love you, my soul has been united with its rightufl mate
if you could only take my pain away; the things that you say
the red painted spots on the floor a memory
your running won't solve the situations that have made me feel betrayed.