tender pain

chased by my own shadow
my demon has taken my skin
deceived; I can't seem to win
falling victim over again
contemplating a sour end
with the evil let out tonight

as I cry this single tear for you
washing away ike your memory
dishonesty is your only truth
tainted from all the abuse

running away from me
watching each step I take
I can no longer lead
myself to insanity
troubled deep within
and I'm tearing off my skin

destructive is this path
to myself; I can't last
tender pain simply created
to destroy this love; outdated
are the memories leading me to break
not only at the surface
but through the epidermus
and this time will be the last

conversation lost

taking blame again tonight
in this game yet I can't hide
all the pain that hurts inside
while I lose this fight
and I'm watching you walk away
with this strange smile upon my face
these tears they burn tonight
in this final goodbye.

I've walked this path before
sturggling to reach the light
shadded are my thoughts
of a better place.

wasted is all this time
dedicated all to you
wondering how I made it through
knowing that I was blind
voiding out the truth
in this non existing realm
that is now called home; to me
populated by misery