three

PREDICAMENTS
shortly becoming of me
and I try to be someone else
pour your dust and bury me
break me down no more
I'm broken to the floor.
DESTROYED
nor do I even want to go on anymore
the tears just continue to fall
yet the clock ticks quicker
my life vanishing faster then before
and the chemicals continue to flow within.
UNFAIR
is how I feel I've been trated
dillusional is this smile that I'm sohwing
yet all I cna do is move along and hope you keep me sane
for it's all within you-you help pass like rain
taking away alot of my pain.

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I'm stranded as I stare at this blank page
with self infliced wounds, yet the crimson won't fade
as the walls are closing in cutting off the air intake
and this has become a deeper pain

falling downward with progress
becoming lost with all you do
wondering where have I gone wrong
sometimes it hurts so much, yet it's so strong.

unaccomplished with all the points I've tried to make
thinking if you even realize where this should be
three words are not to be toyed with for emotion is pain
yet it shouldn't flow; these smiles shouldn't fade.

fear embarks as tonight unfolds without a word
your lips are missed - a simple cure I can not resist
like a drum, my heart thuds in my chest as it's a prisoner
scarred at the skin with my only way out of devilish sin.

I love you, my soul has been united with its rightufl mate
if you could only take my pain away; the things that you say
the red painted spots on the floor a memory
your running won't solve the situations that have made me feel betrayed.

New day, new era....same panic

New Day, New Era...

The John Stevens/Paul Holmgren era in Philadelphia is underway. However, the question that we now face is, in what direction will it go? Bobby Clarke, the previous GM of the NHL's Philadelphia Flyers, was known for making some big name changes throught the years as the GM. And things did change. Over the course of the past two seasons, the Defense that Mr. Clarke had provided to the Flyers has gotten slower and slower. John Stevens is stepping into shoes may be too big for him to fill. Unless Mr. Holmgren can pull off some spectacular moves (and yes, this means possibly moving Jeff Carter, R.J. Umberger, Freddie Meyer, and Robert Esche), the season is still an uphill battle for the lowly Flyers. It is not impossible, but should we look towards green pastures in the likes of Angelo Esposito, Colton Gillies, or Logan Cotoure? The situations that are put into the hands of Mr. Holmgren will not be fun to participate in.As an avid fan of the Orange and Black attack, I can almost see a sign of good things to come. From what forwards Mike Richards and Simon Gagne have been quoted in saying, John Stevens already has the team focused and back to enjoying hockey. If something is broke, of course we can fix it unless it is destroyed. This Flyers team is not destroyed. This Flyers team, in my opinion, has just lost track of what has been going on around them. I think they were just zombies for the time being, so to speak. A change has been made, and it will be absorbed and then taken out in positives. The Flyers will bounce back from this hopeless start and show that there offensive talent is there, it has just been in hiding for the time being. So, in closing, even if player personel doesn't change the proper changes have been made to make a start towards the light of a winning hockey team. Let's Go Flyers!!!